Fangirling Chinese Novels

Blazing Sunlight I (骄阳似我 上) – Chapter 23



You can see the gradual improvement of the relationship between Xi Guang and Lin Yu Sen in this chapter. Gu Man loves to play online games so it is reflected in most of her novels 😛

Chapter 23

I felt all kinds of weird.

For instance, several of the doctors were staying in my hospital room to chat now. Dr. Fang, my doctor in charge was sitting on the armrest of the sofa. Dr. Yuan, a pretty female doctor was sitting demurely on the sofa. Dr. Qin, a slightly older male doctor was sitting cross-legged on the other side of the sofa.

Dr. Lin …… our vice president was leaning casually on the window sill and looking at the X-ray in his hand ……

They were having a serious discussing of the surgical plan ……

But why were they doing that in my room?

“Ah, petroclival meningioma is very obvious ……”

I have never seen Lin Yu Sen like this.

He fixed his gaze on the X-ray and focused on it. He appeared contemplative, as if apart from the medical case in front of him, there was no other important thing.

Regardless of whether the self-confidence he exuded when making a statement or the expression in his eyes when having a discussion, everything also made one felt so strange. He even started to dress casually, often only a sweater and nothing formal like in the company ……

He seemed to like to be a doctor very much.

They were fully engrossed in their discussion. An idle person like me was looking at them, and went so far as to forget to move my gaze. Lin Yu Sen was saying something about what direction to take, but all of a sudden he paused and looked at me.

Together with those few doctors, all of them also looked at me.

I felt embarrassed and gave them an awkward smile. Then I silently turned my head.

After that, I heard Dr. Fang snickered.

Lin Yu Sen stood up and straightened his body, “We are almost done. How about we’ve a meal together?”

“Okay good.” The doctors all agreed.

Lin Yu Sen put away the information and looked at Dr. Fang.

Dr. Fang stretched lazily, “Aiyo, recently I received a lot of assignments.” He smiled, stood up and walked to my bedside, “Let our patient also go and eat together with us!”


I could not help but look at Lin Yu Sen. Our gaze met, then he lowered his eyes to look at his watch.


What was it all about when the patient eating together with the doctors?

Why did I feel this group of doctors are all so miraculous ……

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“So, the meals which you’ve been eating every day were delivered by Vice President Lin’s housekeeper? Otherwise, you’ll eat together with Vice President Lin or Dr. Fang?”

“…… Yes ah. Auntie Chen said those meals were delivered for Vice President Lin because he has something to do here. She brought another set for me without much extra effort.”

“Do you think this is logical?”


Yin Jie was  stroking her chin, while saying: “Xi Guang ah, you really don’t think that Vice President Lin may be interested in you?”

“…… Can you use your brain to ponder over it?”

If, it is really like what she said, then Lin Yu Sen’s emotion is too strange, right? How could he change from disliking me to liking me in such a short time span?

“It seems like he was here to discuss a very difficult surgery with the doctors …… In addition, he may feel that he should also bear a little of the blame that resulted in my fall? Moreover he was not the one delivering the meals. It was auntie Chen who has been delivering meals to me daily. At the same time, he will come and visit me in passing, and will also leave very quickly. If he did not leave, then …… ”

Yin Jie was looking at me with a gleam in her eyes, appearing eager to dig out some gossips. But she was destined to be disappointed.

“Then it was to discuss some medical issues with a group of doctors here or gossip about the medical fraternity!”

Yin Jie asked giddily: “Here?”

I nodded.

“In that case, can you understand?”

“…… Which is why I asked you to bring the video game for me!”

“The vice president really spent his annual leave in an extraordinary way.” Yin Jie heaved a sigh, “Is he a workaholic? Granted, that he usually works a lot of overtime in the office, but to still come to the hospital when he is on leave.”

I strongly agreed and at the same time spread some gossips: “Dr. Fang said that he has always been very scary. Simply inhuman when he was studying in medical school, and even worse when he started to work in the hospital. After completing a more than ten hours surgery, he can still function like a normal person ……”

As I mentioned more and more, Yin Jie became exhilarated while listening to them, “Your doctor in charge told  you a lot of gossips on Vice President Lin.”

After thinking carefully, he did indeed tell me a lot. When we were having our meals, usually other people will normally talk about their specialised fields, but he will pull me aside and chat. My conclusion: “He seems a little gossipy.”

“I can’t imagine what vice president looked like when he was a doctor ……” Yin Jie thought for a long time before giving up, “Xi Guang, then your relationship with the vice president should have changed for the better, right? Xi Guang, this is a rare opportunity, so you must not continue to be so stubborn.”

“…… Not bad la. When I am eating his food, I’ve to say some good words to him…… will normally chat a bit……”

“Oh, I feel that his attitude towards you is quite different from before.”

Regarding the change in Lin Yu Sen’s attitude, suddenly I recalled what he had said that morning and cannot help asking Yin Jie, “Yin Jie, do I look very scary when I cry?”


“……Or do I look particularly …… pitiful?” When I was saying this, I also trembled a bit.

“……” Yin Jie obviously cannot take it any longer, “I have not seen you cry before. Come, let me pinch you to test it out!”

Yin Jie left the video game behind and left.

With the video game, my days in the hospital was finally not so boring as I played joyously very day. Once, when Lin Yu Sen came, I was at the critical moment in the game to level up. Thus I greeted him with a few words and continued to be engrossed in the game.

When I stopped playing, he had already gone. I instantly felt rather upset. I have been eating his food every day. However, when he came to visit me, I was actually engrossed in the video game, which was so rude. I tossed and turned restlessly on the bed for the greater part of the day and in the end I could not help but send him a message to apologize.

“I’m sorry. It just so happened that I was too engrossed in trying to advance to the next level in my video game.”

After sending it out, suddenly I realized that this also seemed impolite. Fortunately, he replied promptly and did not seem to take offense.

“You should not do such intense mental activity now.”

“Oh.” Dr. Lin has made a comeback.

He sent another message a while later. “Have you advanced to the next level?”

I quickly replied: “No.”

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If I knew beforehand that sending a message can cause such consequences, I definitely will not send  —— the next morning, Lin Yu Sen actually brought a pile of work for me……

“Vice President …… In fact, I am not a workaholic like you. I don’t want to work overtime at all ……”

“Playing video game is too mentally exhausting, so you need to take a short break by working.”

I silently watched him put a pile of files on my lap.

He comfortably took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, then said: “Where is your video game? Since you failed to advance to the next level yesterday, can I help you?”

I was stumped for words because I felt that this kind of conversation was unlikely to happen between us. While our relationship has eased a lot in the past few days, but it seemed not as relaxed and casual to this point.

He also seemed frozen as if suddenly he realized what he had just said and stopped smiling. I did not know how but subconsciously, I hastily took out the video game from under the blanket and handed it to him.

Then I stared blankly at him.

His gaze moved slowly from my face to our hands and slowly grasped the video game in his hands.

In the quiet room.

Supported by a small table, I made a half-hearted attempt to write the annual summary report. Whereas Lin Yu Sen was sitting on the sofa and playing seriously with the video game.

I felt that he was rather unskilled.

Later, I discovered that it seemed like his left hand totally cannot keep up with the speed of the right hand. He probably also realized this because he stopped playing and silently looked at his left hand when he failed to advance to the next level once again.

I did not know why but suddenly I did not want to see this anymore. Hence I turned my head and concentrated on writing the report.

Before long, he returned the video game to me and left. I looked at his performance …… a little dismal.

All of a sudden, I have lost interest in playing video game.

The afternoon sunshine was just right, so I took a nap. After I woke up, I felt bored so I slipped out of the room. I wandered one round in the lackluster small garden in the hospital.  When I was about to go back, the moment I turned around, I saw Lin Yu Sen.

He was sitting on a chair in the garden and playing video game with his head down. To my surprise, there was a child next to him, who was guiding him.

No matter how I looked at it, I also felt this scenario was out of place.

Moreover the video game in his hand was not mine. Could it be that he had gone and bought one?

Out of curiosity, I approached a little closer.

Under a shady tree, the childish voice of the child can be faintly heard.

“Uncle, other doctors said you are a very very awesome doctor. In that case, will you be able to perform brain surgery on my dad?”


“Oh, but you are more handsome ah!”


I can feel Lin Yu Sen’s speechlessness and unable to contain a smile. However, before I cracked a smile, I heard Lin Yu Sen, said: “Uncle can’t even play video game well.”

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40 thoughts on “Blazing Sunlight I (骄阳似我 上) – Chapter 23

  1. I feel so sad towards LYS, he had to stop being a doctor because of his left hand. Sigh. This poor puppy. Let me hug you.

  2. Thank you so much!!!😘😘😘

  3. LYS & XG r so cute together. I hope XG will forget the previous crush and give LYS a chance when the right time come.

    Thank you for a wonderful read for a person who is sick atm. Sigh

  4. Sigh..
    I love broken heros. LYS makes my motherly instinct buzzing! (You know, when an alfa guy reveals his vulnerable side, we all secretly want to give him a comfy hug.)
    This chapter makes me so frustrated cuz i’ve already rooted for ZX. (Jerk hero is my type too hahaha)
    A part of me wanna switch side to #teamLYS but I don’t wanna ship a wrong couple. 😦
    Thanks for your excellent work, Peanuts. Wish you all the best!

  5. Thanks, Peanuts! It’s so sweet how much LYS cares for XG. Awww!

  6. ah.. i love this.. so much.. little by little we finally learn about this Mr Lin..
    i love their ‘silent’ communication.. ah.. i love this couple.. 🙂
    thank you peanuts.

  7. Thanks for the update peanuts 🙂

  8. Thanks for the chapter!

  9. Thank you 🙂

  10. He wants to practice playing a video game so he can play with her. So cute.
    Thanks peanuts.

  11. Thank you….he’s at the hospital everyday…..

  12. Ayo, I don’t seem to understand the male leads in this story o_o
    ZX is strange, he liked her but rejected her out of pride or his complexe or sth. He let go because he wanted to become more successful bu what about timing? She has already found a new admirer, what if he is too late?
    and did LYS like her after their first unfortunate encounter or was he holding a grudge all this time? He was so mean to her because she couldn’t remember him?
    I so feel the heroine, I wouldn’t know what to think of them?

    • LOL … do you really want to be spoilt? But I don’t want to ruin peanut’s translation fun though. All I will tell you is … by end or before end of this book everyone will get a clear understanding of LYS and why he acted towards XG that way.

      I’m glad that I can somehow read and follow the Chinese version easily because I don’t have the same frustration towards LYS that most of you seems to have because the translations are spaced out while I get to marathon the whole book in like 2 days? Not that does me any good ‘coz since we don’t see book 2’s completion anywhere. LOL But I think I can live with thoughts of XG and LYS ending together instead of the hint that book 2 will and might be about ZX.

      Also where ZX is concerned … being alpha male is one thing but he’s just super weird … his and XG’s conversation are always so crossed with neither knowing what the other is trying to say. What makes it worse for me is ZX knew XG likes him but he chose to act that way around her due to some stupid pride thing and constantly hurt her. Whereas where LYS is concerned … although he bullies XG because of some perceived misunderstanding on his part (which will be revealed later) … XG is never really bone deep hurt by him because she didn’t fall head over him from the start and once he got over his hurt over that misunderstanding he was at least very open towards his feelings towards XG. So even with all his mistreatment of XG … it never put me off just curiousity over why he treat her that way and then a big ahhhhhhhhhhhh when the big revelation came. And I really felt for LYS then.

      • Thank you for your reply!!!! I was a bit frustrated) I would like to marathon too after the completion of the translation but I can’t help it, waiting is not my forte that’s why I’m not against little spoilers)))

      • This is why I like to translate this book slowly bcos nobody knows the ending :p Life and also book is not all abt the ending but one should enjoy the process. No matter who Xi Guang ultimately ends up with, as long as you have enjoyed reading the book then it is worth it. Of course if LYS gets the girl, it is an added bonus since I m on his team. Yet I also feel a bit sad for ZX who will have more book time in Book 2.

        Gu Man is writing slowing because she values quality not quantity which is similar to me :p Plenty of authors can churn out many novels a year but their quality is uneven. I don’t mind waiting for Gu Man’s novels because I can be sure of its quality.

        My 6th sense tells me by the time I finished translating book 1, book 2 will be released in 2016 🙂

  13. I cannot help wonder when ZX is coming back…? I want tension to increase! And, for him to feel heartbreak when he sees how well XG and LYS are interacting right now… Hahahaha. LOL.

  14. Thank you for the new chapter!! Really excited with the little progress their relationship has taken:)

  15. LYS seems to be making loads of effort to be close to XG. I hope their relationship develops further so that by the time ZX comes into the picture, it will be too late for ZX. I didn’t like ZX at all.

  16. Juli, he is at the hospital everyday to be with XG…isn’t that sweet…


    Thanks for the thought, I think I will go for LYS more so that the rest of his ex-co-workers. Never like doctors who are gossipers..

    Busybee, I hope so too that LYS will win over XG before ZX come back. Never like him and have no idea what does XG see in him.

  17. New reader here! Thanks for the lovely translation 🙂

  18. Thanks for the chapter.. Can’t wait to see the next chapter of this and best to met you… (Wishing u can translate it faster) heheheh.. *sorry*

    Fighting 😀
    Have a great day 😀

  19. Out of all the chapter , this was the best translation as if I ‘m watching a drama. Thanks for the translation. Enjoyed it. 🙂

    • This will be made into a drama so you can watch it later lol. Don’t ask me when but at least until after book 2 is released. Maybe I should do a poll to vote on the leads but I cannot think of anyone suitable 😦

  20. hello…, i’ve your readers for almost 6 months and this is the first time i leave a comment. could you tell me how many chapter your planning for this novel?

  21. Hi, my first time leaving a comment. I am really, really grateful for the translations you have done.
    I guess the thing about Gu Man’s male characters is that they suck you in immediately. Even if there’s been a lot of LSY, my mind keeps on going back to ZX, hoping that he would appear soon. I can’t get over the way they parted in the last few chapters. Hoping that this is a HE. I’m still unsure of who to ship her with, but so far, I’m still with ZX, though he is quite ambiguous about his feeling.
    Hoping to read more of your updates 🙂 Take your time, though. Thank you.

    • Welcome on board. This is definitely a HE as per Gu Man but if you ship the wrong guy how to be HE? This book has 2 male leads so can only be OE meaning the ending is happy or not depending on which guy u shipped.

  22. Ah, wounded guy is always endearing. but I am still worried that his accident that resulted in loss of ability in his hand is somehow connected to her and if she knows she will feel so guilty then how can their relationship be equal?

  23. Have not finish reading the series, but I have a feeling she will end up like her dad….. Giving up on the doctor for first love haha. The foreshadowing is strong in this. Thanks for the great work.

  24. ah… within one chapter i am already infatuated with the second lead…. awkward, caring, good with kids…. attentive to the FL…. attractive in every possible way. already completely forgot the name of that uncaring first lead who traipsed around with RR and didn’t bother apologizing or making amends…. ah what was his name again?
    don’t know why i have a feeling that his injured hand is because of FL…. makes me sad that he can’t do what he loves. hopefully he doesn’t blame her and she apologizes if it turns out to be true

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